You made me feel you wrapped your arms your voice around me how am I suppose to respond? You disregard me you mock me you feed yourself tales….. so that….. you can feel so good while trying to make me feel so little? I loved you I wanted you I held your hand I accepted you…. you? You spit in…
Battered broken standing upon the sea shore waves wreck ruin surf sucking sand dream shattered castles barely can I breath. Salted wind words whispered caress my soul lips against my throat you have made me tremble desire wanton beneath your hands searing my soul rebuilding my trust making once more my belief in love. You found me on my knees…
I stand in front of the mirror glaring at what I see. Clouded besmirched demons all giggling at me. Tearing my soul my heart my dreams. Shredding with ruthless disregard no matter how I plead. I lay myself bare only to be turned away. I lay myself open my veins sobbing. Turn blind eyes unable to see impotent to pierce…
I have watched the light grow dim in your eyes as the energy fades away. Never knew that pale pink skin touched by loving hands can take on such a gray pallor. Your body is failing there is nothing I can do other than sit your hand in mine sleep more so than awake which is good for you cannot…
Blinded. I lost myself my truth allowing you to encompass swallow me whole until the end chewed up spit out bewildered at the sudden death. I forgot who I was. Thought I had been yearning for you truth is though I yearn for what was perceived…. I loved you once. I thought you were my final stopping place. I thought…
High above stars paint the sky dead pricks of light incapable of producing wish fulfillment no matter how much one hopes. Fingers crossed toes too luck must come to me….. I never broke a mirror. I never walked beneath a ladder. I found a four leaf clover. Magic….. right? I loath to give up to admit to defeat that reality…
Resigned staring into the mirror no longer noticing greasy hair dead eyes pallor a wraith alive in a nightmare. Too many to count pain bone deep her body never seems to stop aching cringing bleeding. Oh god how much longer must I go on? Tears leaking falling salt to the wounds upon her face. All know her stories are bullshit.…
Surreal traipsing through alleyways on the search unsure what I hunt for only knowing it must be here. Stalking I wander lost unable to get ahead yet never falling behind. Elusive slipping like a shadow before there goes my love on the run again. So abused this heart of mine choosing to shelter in the pain choosing damage over health…
