Crying In The Rain
I have become comfortable crying in the rain
It hides my tears
No one can see the scars from battles that left me battered and bruised
She can’t see me cry
She can’t see my scars
Thought they said when you find love
You keep it close
Treasure it like the summer breeze
Guess the joke is on me?
The nights are longer
My fever is high
My eyes are dancing with pain, dull, and teary
Thought I was safe with her
I am terrified
I sit and watch
Blurred lines everywhere
As the rain pours down and cascades through my bruised skin
Love isn’t meant to hurt
Wished our heartbeats to be one again
You can’t choose who you happen to love
The heart always wants what it wants
I tried to choose what I should feel, how I should feel
Struggled after dark with my emotions
Tried to force her image out of my head
Without permission, I fell in love with her
Helplessly…With no insurance to pay for damages
If only I could turn back…
Turn back to the day we first said hello
Maybe we could find our way back to each other’s heart
You gave us some place to go
Never got the chance to say thank you for that
Thought I would get one more chance for that
Now, I’ll never have the chance
Wondering what we think of each other now
I don’t want to hurt anymore
I don’t want to cry anymore
I guess I have to let you go
When the rain stops
Love and Blessings
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ON SINGLEDOM
♡ Many Folk Look At, Observe and Regard Me with Pity and ‘Tut Tuts’ et al because I have No Partner EveryOne; I Have Had Partners which is why I have No Partners now which is Mutual, Symbiotic and WorthWhile amongst ALL My Exes… with ALL Due Respect to My Exes noone I Know is Worthy of Me as a Partner in My View; they just Keep Telling Me What To Do instead of Asking Nicely and I Don’t Like Being TOLD WHAT TO DO!!! and, even worse, They Do As They ARE Told By Me when I AM NOT Asking Nicely 😕 …yet I AM TOTALLY WILLING!!! to Continue to Have Conversation with Them even when They Have Said “CUT OFF ALL COMMUNICATION FOREVER 😡😬😠 !!!” now This is a TOTALLY DUMB ABSOLUTE!!! it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that this Deluded, MisGuided Perception of Separation is Very, Very, Very Bad for Creative/Sporting/Business Practices and Personal Relationships…as a Writer I Crave Solitude and Isolation EveryOne; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that I Love My Peace and Quiet 🤓🙄🤗 …I AM SOMB, rhymes with WOMB, (Soul Observer Mind Body) EveryOne; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that ALL of My Aspects ARE Equally Important so I Identify Equally with ALL of Them 😇
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