Cherish

Blinded. I lost myself my truth allowing you to encompass swallow me whole until the end chewed up spit out bewildered at the sudden death. I forgot who I was. Thought I had been yearning for you truth is though I yearn for what was perceived…. I loved you once. I thought you were my final stopping place.  I thought…

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Day…..After Day

High above stars paint the sky dead pricks of light incapable of producing wish fulfillment no matter how much one hopes. Fingers crossed toes too luck must come to me….. I never broke a mirror. I never walked beneath a ladder. I found a four leaf clover. Magic….. right? I loath to give up to admit to defeat that reality…

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Indomitable

Resigned staring into the mirror no longer noticing greasy hair dead eyes pallor a wraith alive in a nightmare. Too many to count pain bone deep her body never seems to stop aching cringing bleeding. Oh god how much longer must I go on? Tears leaking falling salt to the wounds upon her face. All know her stories are bullshit.…

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Awakening

Surreal traipsing through alleyways on the search unsure what I hunt for only knowing it must be here. Stalking I wander lost unable to get ahead yet never falling behind. Elusive slipping like a shadow before there goes my love on the run again. So abused this heart of mine choosing to shelter in the pain choosing damage over health…

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Humanity

This world is anticipating my toll on survival, Fidgeting through new ways to punish me. Why, just ’cause I beg to differ? Just ’cause I was born a different mind? I don’t know. And I’m sorry; sorry that I thought I could change something, anything that is gulping this world down its sore, prickly throat. To make a difference, which…

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