You made me feel you wrapped your arms your voice around me how am I suppose to respond? You disregard me you mock me you feed yourself tales….. so that….. you can feel so good while trying to make me feel so little? I loved you I wanted you I held your hand I accepted you…. you? You spit in…
Battered broken standing upon the sea shore waves wreck ruin surf sucking sand dream shattered castles barely can I breath. Salted wind words whispered caress my soul lips against my throat you have made me tremble desire wanton beneath your hands searing my soul rebuilding my trust making once more my belief in love. You found me on my knees…
She looked into to mirror 3 little scars from once she tried to cut her face off want to be faceless deep into the mirror her soul of horrow a message 4 little words you don’t deserve it have a desire to find her beauty her eyes widen in wonder all she saw were her crying shadow dancing tears that…
She hear you shouts at night and Your voice is filled with grief. Her curtain fluttering and she can feel your breath She lift her heand to her heart, and it`s like drums and she can’t stand still. Her spirit dances in flames along with demons and elves in the night sky. She follows you wherever you go She needs…
I stand in front of the mirror glaring at what I see. Clouded besmirched demons all giggling at me. Tearing my soul my heart my dreams. Shredding with ruthless disregard no matter how I plead. I lay myself bare only to be turned away. I lay myself open my veins sobbing. Turn blind eyes unable to see impotent to pierce…
I have watched the light grow dim in your eyes as the energy fades away. Never knew that pale pink skin touched by loving hands can take on such a gray pallor. Your body is failing there is nothing I can do other than sit your hand in mine sleep more so than awake which is good for you cannot…
Blinded. I lost myself my truth allowing you to encompass swallow me whole until the end chewed up spit out bewildered at the sudden death. I forgot who I was. Thought I had been yearning for you truth is though I yearn for what was perceived…. I loved you once. I thought you were my final stopping place. I thought…
I sit and watch
Blurred lines everywhere
As the rain pours down and cascades through my bruised skin
Love isn’t meant to hurt
Wished our heartbeats to be one again
Surreal traipsing through alleyways on the search unsure what I hunt for only knowing it must be here. Stalking I wander lost unable to get ahead yet never falling behind. Elusive slipping like a shadow before there goes my love on the run again. So abused this heart of mine choosing to shelter in the pain choosing damage over health…
This world is anticipating my toll on survival, Fidgeting through new ways to punish me. Why, just ’cause I beg to differ? Just ’cause I was born a different mind? I don’t know. And I’m sorry; sorry that I thought I could change something, anything that is gulping this world down its sore, prickly throat. To make a difference, which…
